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Jenny Han

To All the Boys I've Loved Before

Fiction | Novel | YA

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Chapters 35-40

Chapter 35 Summary

Gazing out the window of French class, Lara Jean notices Josh walking off to eat lunch by himself. This worries Lara Jean, and she wonders what happened with his group of guy friends. Lara Jean realizes that Josh must be lonely too.

Josh stops Lara Jean on the way into her house after getting off the school bus. Josh tells her that he can always give her a ride, that it would be more convenient than Peter driving her to and from school. Then, Josh reveals what he really wants to talk about. He tells her he thinks she’s been avoiding him ever since Margot broke up with him. Lara Jean is shocked, as she fully expected him to mention the letter. Now, Lara Jean wonders if her letter meant anything to him at all. Josh says that Lara Jean is one of his best friends, and he doesn’t want to lose her, too. For Lara Jean, “It’s the ‘too’ that’s the sticking point […] Because if he hadn’t said ‘too’, it would be about me and him. Not about me and him and Margot” (166). When Josh does bring up the letter, Lara Jean quickly changes the subject and says she will always be his friend. He smiles and says that as friends, he should give Lara Jean a ride to school tomorrow, and she agrees.

Later, Lara Jean is teaching Kitty how to do the laundry when she says Kitty has to take the bus to school. She also tells her Josh will drive her tomorrow instead of Peter, and assures Kitty that Peter is not the jealous type. And yet, when Lara Jean texts Peter to tell him she doesn’t need a ride, she doesn’t tell him it’s because Josh is driving her.

Chapter 36 Summary

Peter invites Lara Jean to go get frozen yogurt with his friends. He pays for hers, even though that’s not part of their deal, because he doesn’t want to get teased by his friends for letting his girlfriend pay for herself. Lara Jean doesn’t have much to contribute to the boys’ discussion, but she enjoys being out of the house with other people. Peter’s friends like Lara Jean, and they give her a nickname. So far, Lara Jean hasn’t dealt with Genevieve, but she can’t shake off the feeling that sooner or later, Genevieve will confront her.

Chapter 37 Summary

Lara Jean is busy baking cupcakes for Kitty’s PTA bake sale. Margot used to be the baker for these events so that the Covey family can stay involved, but now the job is Lara Jean’s. She’s hard at work when Peter unexpectedly shows up. He had written her a note about going to the football game followed by a party, but she had been busy during the day with a test and didn’t read it. Instead of leaving, Peter volunteers to stay and help, then bring Lara Jean to the party. While they bake, he asks her about how she usually spends her Friday nights. He mentions he hasn’t seen her around at parties, but Lara Jean wants to avoid telling him the truth: that this baking alone at home is her usual Friday night.

When Lara Jean’s father comes home, he recognizes Peter from the days when he and Lara Jean were friends in middle school. Dr. Covey and Kitty volunteer to finish the cupcakes and usher Lara Jean to her room to get changed for the party. Lara Jean spends a while getting ready; she doesn’t often go to parties, especially not as Peter Kavinsky’s girlfriend. Her outfit has to be perfect, so she goes to Margot’s room to scour her clothes. In Margot’s room, Lara Jean accidentally sees a note from Josh. In the note, Josh tells Margot that he thinks she really broke up with him because they had sex, which scared Margot. Lara Jean hides the letter again and rushes back down to Peter.

Chapter 38 Summary

Before they enter the party, Peter takes a picture of him and Lara Jean, evidence of their relationship. Inside, Genevieve’s friends summoned Lara Jean and question her about how things started with Peter. Genevieve feigns diplomacy; she tells Lara Jean she doesn’t mind because she is the one who broke up with Peter.

Later, Lara Jean and Lucas spot Genevieve and Peter arguing, though they can’t hear what it’s about. Lucas warns her to be careful because arguing means you still care. Lara Jean and Peter leave directly afterward, and Lara Jean asks him more about his relationship with Genevieve. She asks Peter how he knows he loved Genevieve, but Peter says he doesn’t and isn’t sure if you can be in love at 17 years old anyway. Lara Jean points out that Peter still seems upset about Genevieve, and Peter replies that he wishes she didn’t have such a strong hold on him, as he doesn’t want to belong to anyone. Peter asks Lara Jean why she’s never had a boyfriend before. She tells him it’s because no one’s asked, but he tells her he knows about the time Tommy Martinez asked her out. She explains to Peter that it’s much scarier when dating is real.

Chapter 39 Summary

Peter invites Lara Jean to a town two hours away to pick up a set of chairs for his mother’s antiques business. Peter says it’ll be less boring with Lara Jean’s company, and she agrees to go. She packs lunches for her and Peter while chatting with Kitty, who misses Josh but likes Peter’s sense of humor.

After a close call with the Epstein’s, rivals of his mom’s business, Peter emerges from the estate sale victorious with the chairs. While Peter is loading the car, Lara Jean admires some of the photography in the house and meets the elderly man whose belongings are being auctioned off before he goes to a nursing home.

Lara Jean falls asleep in the car on the way back. When they arrive at her house, Peter tells her his mother wants her to come over for dinner, even though they both know their relationship is a lie.

Chapter 40 Summary

Lara Jean meets Peter’s mother and his little brother, Owen. Peter’s mother is cheerful and warm, and the dinner goes well. On the drive home, Lara Jean asks Peter about his father. He tells her that his parents are divorced and that he sometimes sees his dad, but his father has a new family he takes care of. Peter asks Lara Jean about her mother, and Lara Jean confesses that she often wonders what her mother would think of her now. It’s important to Lara Jean that mothers like her, especially because she no longer has her own mom.

Chapters 35-40 Analysis

Chapters 35 to 40 find Lara Jean less lonely than ever before. Suddenly, she has plans with Peter all the time. She and Peter get better at their fake relationship the more they get to know one another, and the people in Peter’s life readily accept Lara Jean. This is a victory for Lara Jean; she goes from having only Chris to suddenly having a lot of people she can talk to and hang out with. This character development suggests that even when Lara Jean and Peter break off their arrangement, Lara Jean will have learned the value of putting herself out there to meet people and to give them a chance.

Lara Jean still puts pressure on herself for maintaining the household while Margot is away, but Kitty and their father’s offer to finish the cupcakes is a symbolic gesture: Lara Jean can live her own life, and the house won’t fall apart.

However, there is constant foreshadowing of future problems. Eventually, Lara Jean and Peter will have to end their fake relationship, which (as Lara Jean has already seen with Josh and her family) can be hurtful to the people who support the relationship. Lara Jean reminds Peter of this when he invites her to have dinner with his mother, but he’s nonetheless pleased when his mother likes her. So much of the relationship relies now on being able to support one another through the challenges of the next few chapters. If Lara Jean and Peter can stay friends, then they won’t have to change their lives again when the fake relationship ends. Han also implies a different foreshadowed path whenever Peter teases Lara Jean about how she should try not to fall in love with him again. It is true that at one point, Lara Jean had very serious feelings for Peter. Lara Jean believes that she is over Peter and getting over Josh. Feelings don’t necessarily disappear when you want them to, and Lara Jean of all people should know that. She and Peter must tread carefully as they continue to grow closer, or the boundaries of their fake relationship may become muddled.

Lara Jean is perhaps more motivated than ever to make her own life away from the triangle of Margot-Josh-Lara Jean. Lara Jean is disappointed that Josh wants her back as a friend because he can’t lose her “too.” This exchange confirms for her that Josh thinks of Lara Jean as an addition to his relationship with Margot, not as its own separate entity. However, Lara Jean’s affirmation to Josh that they’re still friends is more complicated than she wants to admit to herself. She is at first taken aback and even offended that Josh doesn’t bring up the letter as the reason their friendship has changed, but when he does broach the subject of the letter, she quickly changes it. So, Lara Jean wants to see more of a reaction from Josh, yet she urgently avoids it whenever the opportunity comes up. Lara Jean is perhaps trying to lie to herself about her new relationship, or lack thereof, with Josh.

As this book is told through Lara Jean’s point of view, it’s not easy to tell exactly what Josh is really thinking, but the reader knows that he is lonely without Margot, heartbroken, now sort of divorced from the Covey family, and replaced by a boy (Peter) whom he doesn’t respect. Lara Jean rightfully doesn’t have a lot of space in her life to give Josh’s feelings or experiences more thought; she knows she has to create distance between them so she can finally get over her feelings for him and avoid complications with her sister. This reality is further heightened for her when she accidentally finds the note from Josh to Margot, revealing that Margot had sex with him. Lara Jean feels betrayed that Margot wouldn’t tell her and that Margot broke their virginity pact. But really, this betrayal is more grounded in the fact that Lara Jean falsely believed she knew everything about her sister.

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