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The novel openly wrestles with the pain and messiness of the dissolution of Miri and Leah’s relationship, yet its tone and lyrical language indicate that there is also something of worth here. Part of the horror of romance is its often-ephemeral nature. The novel suggests that, while this horror is real and gripping, The Value of Relationships Ending is equally real.
Once upon a time, the two women were “both/and,” an entity that is both Miri and Leah or both Leah and Miri—“a fused, inextricable thing” (14)—but now they are moving toward “either/or.” It is either Miri or Leah who remains silent, who keeps quiet about all of the unspoken incidents in the relationship. They do not speak about Leah’s journey, about what she experienced; they do not engage in altercations, demanding something change. About Leah’s return, Miri wonders if she has been able to readjust to her presence (or lack thereof): “I think about this a lot in the gaps where my and Leah’s conversation ought to be. At dinner, leaning up against the counter, my tongue swells with it, my throat and palate clenching vainly around the lack” (26). The silence between the two women actually speaks volumes. It is a declaration of departure, especially for Leah.
While Leah’s physical transformation is indicative of supernatural influences, it is also symbolic of psychological transition. Following the tropes of the horror genre, a human who metamorphosizes into another kind of being, whether it be vampire or Brundlefly, represents an element of the human psyche: The fear of death leads to being eternally undead, for example, or the desire for power creates a monstrous hybrid of fly and man. In Leah’s case, her “sunken thoughts” stand in for this element of the human psyche: immense thoughts and feelings pushed deep down, hidden in depths we do not typically explore. Tapping into this aspect of herself naturally triggers a transformation—physically and psychologically. While Leah’s transformation is literally monstrous, her relationship with Miri unravels due to internal as well as external forces.
Leah’s expedition and her resulting physical transformation offer a window into her psychological transformation. While the submarine is sinking into the deep, Leah thinks about the lack of horizons in the sea from below the surface: “[Y]ou can’t see the bottom and you can’t see the top and the ocean around you extends on both sides with no obvious limit except the border around your own window” (43). She recalls not panicking, feeling only a vague sense of curiosity: “I don’t remember thinking we could fix things, only wondering what would happen next” (44). Leah could easily be describing her marriage; for some time, she has lost perspective, literally and metaphorically. In the depths, however, she encounters her true emotions—deeply buried and of gargantuan proportions. Leah’s physical appearance is thus already altered upon her return, and this alteration only grows more pronounced over time. When Miri first describes her, Leah has skin like “something dredged from the water. The yellow eyes of someone drowned” (7). Leah has not been returned to Miri as she was; Leah has been resurrected from the water, irrevocably changed, a woman who has glimpsed into the void and seen the void looking back.
In the end, the tone is melancholy yet hopeful. Change was inevitable from the moment of Leah’s descent, perhaps earlier; the relationship would not survive. The novel spans only the liminal space between the start of Leah’s transformation and its conclusion, highlighting Liminality as Integral to Change in the end of their relationship. As the submarine rose, Leah seeks to return to her original state: “I know that as my head cleared, finally, of everything, sunken thoughts receding with the thing that we had left below, I thought to myself Miri Miri Miri and I waited for the ocean to end” (223). Leah’s return, including her effort to reach Miri once again, is ultimately an act of love. Despite the steady dissolution of their relationship to come, including Leah’s apparent coldness, this liminal period represents an effort on Leah’s part to offer Miri closure. When Miri takes Leah into the ocean, she mourns the loss of “my Leah,” but she also remembers Leah’s loving nature: “I think that this might always have been inevitable, that perhaps she had always known it but had wanted to hold on for me, for as long as she could” (221).
Neither Leah nor Miri are strangers to transformation. While Leah undergoes a literal transformation in the course of the novel, Miri reminisces about her own transformation since meeting Leah. Miri’s anxiety has been soothed by Leah’s steady presence, and she learned to embrace her sexuality. Leah became a lodestone for Miri, the north star by which she has navigated the trajectory of her life. Leah’s metamorphosis and, perhaps even more significantly, her silence are therefore all the more unsettling for Miri. Miri cannot imagine her life without Leah, just as she has struggled to imagine her life without her mother. While the novel traces the more visually obvious transformation of Leah, from land-dweller to sea creature, it also follows both women’s emotional evolutions as they find their way toward autonomy.
Leah has dreamed of transformation since she was a young girl, as she admits to Miri: “[Leah] told me once that when she was young she would imagine herself with scales that grew beneath the membranes of her skin” (49). Leah imagines these scales as armor, as a prophylactic against drowning. Leah’s need for protection stems, at least in part, from the aggressive relationship she endures (and enjoys) with her father, from swimming lessons that consist of throwing Leah into the deep end of the pool—“If you’ve got breath enough to scream, you’re not drowning,” he tells her (45)—to his passive-aggressive possessiveness of his books. Her father also casually expresses prejudice against a significant part of Leah’s identity when he assumes that an all-female diving team would not be hampered by romantic relationships.
Leah’s desire to become something else reveals her own search for autonomy—away from both her father’s and Miri’s assumed versions of who she is. The very nature of Leah’s metamorphosis reflects this desire: Leah “is at first surf-white, uncertain, and then changing as I look at her, white to blue to green—her skin a drifting texture, somehow unmoored, as though it only floats upon the surface of the flesh” (128). Leah becomes untethered to herself, as well as to her marriage and to Miri. She is becoming something wholly new, original and unique. As Miri takes in this new Leah before her, she reflects on how this transformation is in fact a profound and inevitable event. She comes to grasp as well that it is not originating from a surface-level reaction:
I used to imagine the sea as something that seethed and then quieted, a froth of activity tapering down into the dark and still. I know now that this isn’t how it goes, that things beneath the surface are what have to move and change to cause the chain reaction higher up. (130)
The implication is that Leah initiated her change, at some deep level, and this physical transformation is merely the result of that change bubbling to the surface.
After this realization, Miri begins to accept Leah’s transformation as she reflects on how their relationship has profoundly affected her, especially in the context of Miri stumbling toward her own autonomy. Leah has played a powerful role in their partnership as a source of stability and safety: Leah “taught me to swim because I couldn’t, held on to my waist and buoyed me along” (50). Miri’s anxieties have long dominated her life: “My school years consisted predominantly of sweating through my shirts and obsessing over physical contact” (101). She fears catching a disease. She is terrified of revealing too much of herself. Leah has helped free Miri from a prison of her own making: “Sex with Leah was a key and a lock, an opening up of something I had assumed impassable, like a door warped shut by the heat” (102). This freedom, ironically, leads to Miri’s emotional dependence on Leah. But Leah has taken a life-altering journey, a literal trip to the bottom of the ocean that is also a metaphorical confrontation with the depths of her own psyche. There will be no turning back.
Still, even in the end, there is a part of Leah who exists for Miri only, with Leah looking up at her even as she drifts away. Miri feels “[a] desperate squeeze inside my heart” (221) as she releases Leah into the ocean: “My Leah—the way she held me around the waist at the lido and told me to kick, told me that she would buoy me along. My Leah” (221). Leah has supported Miri as long as she can. Letting her go, in the end, is not only a way in which Miri honors Leah’s commitment and sacrifices but also a way in which Miri herself can finally embark on her own path. When Miri releases Leah into the ocean, she thinks of “[t]his alchemist sea, changing something into something else” (222). Leah has changed, Miri has changed, and their relationship has changed. Everything has become something else. But Leah has not merely disappeared into the ocean, just as Miri is not merely left behind on land: “What persists after this is only air and water and me between them, not quite either and with one foot straining for the sand” (222). Miri is well situated now for her own further transformation toward greater independence.
The novel features multiple juxtapositions: it operates between the literary genres of romance and of horror (see Background: Literary Context); it moves between the land and the sea, the past and the present; it travels between the light and the darkness, moving ever deeper, with each part of the book named for the zones of the sea. The characters themselves are a study both in contrasts and in connections: Miri is anxious and uncertain, while Leah is steady and focused, and these opposing qualities complement each other. The story moves between recollections of a loving relationship and that relationship’s inevitable dissolution. It is not only Leah who is transforming. The relationship itself is undergoing an irreversible change. There is even tension between the natural and the supernatural. As a whole, the novel is a snapshot of liminality, or that period of transformation before something becomes something else. The novel thereby portrays Liminality as Integral to Change.
Miri’s struggles with anxiety reflect the general sense of dread that liminality often provokes. To be in a liminal time or space is to be vulnerable, caught between two points of stability. Any big life changes aggravate Miri’s anxiety. For example, Miri recalls how, on moving in with Leah, the new space unnerved her—in the dark new apartment, she felt that something could be lurking, perhaps about to drag one of them away. This anxiety extends to her relationship with Leah more broadly. The “sea lung” the couple witness on the water’s edge one morning is “a drifting anomaly of matter, solid and yet not quite so” (96). Its insubstantiality prompts Miri to question how solid she herself is, how tangible anything so delicate—like her love for Leah—could be. Accordingly, Miri lives on land. She prefers solidity and consistency.
In contrast, Leah’s profound interest in the sea marks the gravity and intensity of change. Liminality is meant to be temporary. Sure enough, as the novel starts, a transformation has already begun; its conclusion is inevitable, as much as Miri resists it. Miri has “always thought the edge of the water is somehow particularly cold,” while Leah understands it differently, scientifically: “It is something Leah has always put down to the shifting of the air between two elements, the chilly liminality of water and earth” (95). The two characters capture two distinct human reactions to change: dread versus curiosity, fear versus willing introspection. Regardless of reaction, though, change—once begun—is inevitable. The novel’s epigraph from Herman Melville’s Moby-Dick helps further capture this distinction between the respective characters: He notes “the universal cannibalism of the sea” in contrast to “the green, gentle, and most docile earth.” In this sense, Leah’s interest in the sea also helps communicate the intensity of change. Leah’s transformation is a cannibalization of herself, with her body consuming what it once was to generate something new. This process is one way to view significant personal change—that is, the old “self” being consumed to give energy and form to the new “self.”
This theme also manifests in the context of time in the novel. Miri experiences Leah’s absence as a long period of counting days and restless waiting. Leah experiences her time beneath the sea as an interminable, incalculable existence in darkness. Jelka’s watch breaks upon their initial descent, and there is no other way to keep track of the passing days. As Leah notes, “In the sea, in the dark, there isn’t time” (99); for all the crew knows, their submersion could be eternity. The phrase “Time passed” (136) emerges several times in Leah’s narrative, its vagueness suggesting Leah’s resignation. The repetition of this phrase echoes Miri’s conclusion above the surface about taking the medical test that would determine whether she has the genetic marker for her mother’s unspecified disease:
There is, in my opinion, no use in demanding to know the number, in demanding to know upon waking the number of boxes to be ticked off every single day. After all, why would it help to be shown the mathematics of things, when instead we could simply imagine that whatever time we have is limitless (156).
Applied to her relationship with Leah, the sentiment suggests why Miri has not sought medical assistance or confided in her friends about Leah’s worsening condition: Miri prefers to exist in stasis with Leah, suspended in this liminal moment.
The ocean zones that name each part of the book, in addition to marking progression, also suggest how liminality is a natural part of change. Leah explains early in her narrative how the ocean moves from the Sunlight Zone through the Twilight and Midnight Zones, where the surroundings grow ever darker, into the Abyssal Zone, “whose name roughly translates to ‘no bottom’” (72). There is then the Hadal Zone, “a name that speaks for itself” (72), Hadal being an adjective derived from the word “Hades.” Leah comes to understand, however, that these divisions are only descriptors. The lines between two states are rarely, if ever, absolute. Later, when Leah thinks about the surface, she is careful to clarify that even the division between sea and not sea is debatable: “There’s a point between the sea and the air that is both and also not quite either [...] where water yearns toward air and air yearns toward water,” what she terms “that middle place” (161). Sinking into ourselves, then surfacing again, transforms us. It is not always clear how, and not everyone emerges from such an experience alive. But the novel does argue that this process is rarely a simple before and after. The “middle place,” or that blurry period between one state and another, is where the real labor and turmoil lie.