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Stacy Willingham

Only If You're Lucky

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2024

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Prologue-Chapter 13Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Prologue Summary

Content Warning: This section describes and discusses the source text’s treatment of death and murder, domestic abuse, sexual violence, and drug and alcohol misuse.

Note: The novel moves between two main timelines: The “Before” and “After” chapters describe events leading up to or following Lucy’s disappearance.

In the earlier timeline, Margot, a college student, reflects on how quickly women become friends, thinking about how her mother’s friends told her that college friendships last forever. She thinks that Lucy Sharpe chose her as her best friend. Lucy, Sloane Peters, and Margot sit in a circle, spinning a knife and playing truth or dare, while Nicole Clausen sits away from them, detached. When Margot asks Lucy to pick truth or dare, Lucy grabs the knife. Margot comments that they would do anything for each other.

Chapter 1 Summary

Some time after the events of the Prologue, Detective Frank is interrogating Margot, Sloane, and Nicole. He asks them when they last saw Lucy. Margot says that they saw her three days ago, and Frank notes that Lucy missed work and class. Nicole tells him that isn’t unusual for Lucy, and Sloane suggests that she probably went out of town with a man for the weekend. She urges Frank to find Lucy and get her to pay her rent. Frank asks if Lucy was acting strangely when they last saw her, and Margot lies, saying she was acting normal. Frank tells them that he questioned Lucy before about Levi Butler’s murder, and the women are surprised.

Chapter 2 Summary: “Before”

On Margot’s first night in Hines Hall at Rutledge College, the only dormitory just for women, after the resident assistant outlines the dorm’s rules, Lucy opens a case of beer, inviting everyone to drink. Lucy exudes confidence, drinking in the shower and walking around nude. On campus, Margot’s roommate, Maggie, doesn’t understand why Lucy captivates so many people, and Margot admires Lucy’s blue eyes as she suntans. Margot notices Sloane Peters and Nicole Clausen starting to hang around with Lucy more often. When Maggie leaves, Lucy makes eye contact with Margot and waves to her.

Chapter 3 Summary

Margot considers going to eat with Maggie but resolves to stay in her room. She reflects on how eager Maggie was to become friends when they moved in together, paired by a questionnaire through the college, but that eagerness repulsed Margot. Margot intended to live with Eliza, her best friend from home, in the Outer Banks in North Carolina. Margot and Eliza were best friends their entire lives, but Eliza died three weeks after high school ended. Margot’s parents didn’t want her to go to Rutledge, in South Carolina, but Eliza insisted, and Margot resents Maggie for being someone other than Eliza.

Lucy comes to Margot’s door, and Margot notices her necklace, which looks like a constellation of stars. Lucy asks if Margot has a place to stay over the summer, and Margot recalls that Maggie got them a place. Margot didn’t sign the lease for Maggie’s place, though, and Lucy decides that she and Margot will live together.

Chapter 4 Summary

Margot arrives at the house that Lucy, Nicole, and Sloane share, noting its shabby appearance. She remembers asking Lucy why she chose her to live with them, and they both realized that they don’t know each other. Margot told Maggie one week earlier that she wouldn’t live with Maggie over the summer, and their relationship became strained. Margot feels bad for rejecting Maggie’s friendship, considering that Maggie helped Margot avoid self-destructive thoughts and depressive behavior over the past year. However, Margot thinks that living with Lucy will provide the excitement she needs to overcome her grief from Eliza’s death.

When Margot knocks on the door, a man answers, asking who she is. Margot panics, thinking Lucy played a prank on her, but Lucy comes to the door, introducing the man as Trevor, Nicole’s boyfriend. Inside, Margot notices that the house is messy. Nicole and Sloane live on the second floor, while Lucy and Margot will live on the first floor. Margot secured the money for rent by telling her parents that she made lifelong friends, and she thinks the house is perfect.

Chapter 5 Summary

Margot unpacks her belongings in her new room, looking over two pictures of her and Eliza. In one, taken when they were freshmen in high school, they’re vibrant and happy. In the other, their smiles are rigid, and Margot recalls the arguments they had as high school progressed. While Margot was happy to continue their childhood traditions of sleepovers and trips to the convenience store, Eliza began wanting to party, meet other people, and go out more often. Margot concludes that she needed Eliza more than Eliza needed her, reflecting on how her identity was rooted in being Eliza’s best friend, and hopes that Lucy can replace Eliza, giving her a new identity and helping her overcome her grief.

Chapter 6 Summary: “After”

After Detective Frank leaves, Margot goes to her room and looks at a picture of herself, Nicole, Sloane, and Lucy, noting how healthy they looked in their first months together. Margot retrieves Lucy’s phone from a drawer. The police will eventually track it, at which point she’ll hide it under Lucy’s bed. Margot, Sloane, and Nicole helped Lucy disappear, giving her an ID and some money but keeping her phone to prevent her from being tracked. As the investigation into Lucy continues, Margot, Sloane, and Nicole intend to erase themselves from her story. Margot recalls how Lucy taught her about constellations, and she thinks that Lucy is looking at them now. Levi Butler is dead, and Margot nervously notes that he spent his last few hours with Lucy.

Chapter 7 Summary: “Before”

Lucy introduces Margot to Nicole and Sloane, who seem skeptical, saying that they don’t recall Margot living on their floor of Hines Hall. Margot is hurt, and Lucy asks her to tell them about herself. She tells them that she is an English major, and Lucy cuts her off, saying that her major isn’t who she is. Nicole asks why Margot came to Rutledge, but Margot isn’t comfortable telling them about Eliza, so she lies, saying it was to get away from home. Lucy explains that the house is owned by the Kappa Nu fraternity and that Trevor is the president. They joke about Nicole’s relationship with him, and Lucy comments on his attractiveness, including Margot in the conversation by noting their meeting that morning.

Chapter 8 Summary

Sloane shows Margot through the house. Sloane’s room is filled with study materials, while Nicole’s is full of clothes and makeup. Lucy suspiciously passes over her own room. Sloane takes Margot to meet the fraternity men, and they pass through a shed filled with drying tobacco leaves, which disturbs Margot. Sloane asks why Margot is moving in with them, wondering how Margot and Lucy met. Margot explains that they never formally met, and Sloane calls Margot “vanilla,” warning her that Lucy is a pathological liar and will try to mold Margot into someone else if Margot lets her. Margot defends Lucy, asking why Sloane is Lucy’s friend, and Sloane says that Lucy is fun. In addition, Sloane admits that she fears what might happen if she stopped being friends with Lucy. Margot realizes how Eliza shaped her identity, and she wants Lucy to do the same.

Chapter 9 Summary

Sloane takes Margot to the Kappa Nu house, where a dozen men are playing beer pong. One of them, Lucas, greets Sloane, and Sloane introduces Margot. Lucas asks Sloane and Margot to play, and Margot agrees, hoping to impress Sloane. Margot tells them that she’s from the Outer Banks, and Trevor notes that a new pledge is also from there. They play for a while, and Sloane and Margot drink but don’t talk much. A new group of men arrives with more beer and liquor. Margot realizes that she’s drunk, and Trevor locates the pledge from the Outer Banks, Levi Butler. Margot is shocked to see Levi, the only person who could have saved Eliza.

Chapter 10 Summary

Margot remembers meeting Levi while she and Eliza lounged on a floating dock outside Eliza’s home. Margot describes how her mother and father were rigid people, her mother a dedicated socialite and her father absorbed in his finance business. Eliza’s parents, the Jeffersons, were the opposite: Her father was a former musician, and both her parents were fun-loving and goofy. Margot envied Eliza’s life and still resents her own parents. When the house next to Eliza’s was sold, Eliza and Margot feared that new neighbors might intrude on their lives. When they saw a boy walking down the beach, they hid underneath the floating dock. The boy, Levi, walked onto the dock, smoking a cigarette, oblivious to the two girls below.

Chapter 11 Summary

Margot asks what Levi is doing at Rutledge, and he responds that he lives here, which Trevor takes as a commitment to Kappa Nu. Levi’s presence conjures an image of Eliza smoking cannabis, her neck kinked at an odd angle. Margot suspects that, if Eliza were alive, she would have befriended Lucy before Margot could, and she might have left Margot the way Margot left Maggie. Margot remembers how Levi saw her as an impediment to his relationship with Eliza, noting that he never cared about Margot. Margot tells Sloane that she’s going home to unpack, and Levi tells her to wait. Margot leaves, thinking that Levi won’t come after her; he’ll do what he wants without regard for her feelings.

Chapter 12 Summary

Margot lies down on her bed but quickly realizes that Lucy is in the room with her. Lucy asks who the girl in Margot’s picture is, and Margot is unsure whether to tell her about Eliza. Sloane enters and asks why Margot left and who Levi is. Nicole enters behind Sloane, and Margot realizes that she needs to tell them something about herself, noting that friendships are founded on shared experiences and traumas. Without realizing it, Margot starts to cry, and the three women comfort her, assuring her that they’re her friends.

Chapter 13 Summary: “After”

Sloane enters Margot’s room with Nicole behind her and tells Margot that it will work. Margot puts Lucy’s phone away, wondering if Lucy’s mother misses her and thinking about how quickly her own parents would act if she went missing. Sloane comments that Levi’s parents are filing a lawsuit against Kappa Nu for wrongful death, and Margot considers who may be to blame for Levi’s death. Everyone was drunk when he died, and they were all underage. Margot criticizes the fraternity men, noting how they treated women like property and asserting that they deserve to be punished. Margot remembers the night Levi died, when he wandered, drunk, into the cattails with Lucy following him.

Prologue-Chapter 13 Analysis

This section introduces Margot, Sloane, Lucy, and Nicole, the group of friends around which the narrative centers. Margot is cautious and lacks self-confidence, reflecting of Lucy, “She was everything and I was nothing. That’s always what I thought, anyway” (9), but her statement applies equally to Eliza, her former best friend. The text characterizes Nicole similarly, depicting her in the living room making herself small. Conversely, Sloane provides a foil to Nicole, as her behavior borders on rudeness. The friends operate largely in two sets, with Margot and Lucy forming one pair and Nicole and Sloane forming the other, though all four live together. As Sloane guides Margot through the shed, she clarifies her allegiance, telling Margot of Lucy, “She’s a fucking liar […] Like, pathological” (46), which sets Sloane apart from Lucy. In addition, Sloane calls Margot “vanilla” and “malleable,” which is reminiscent of Nicole, whom Lucy forced into a relationship with Trevor. Thus, the text conveys that Sloane and Lucy are unmalleable, firm, and forceful, while Nicole and Margot are gullible, insecure, and dependent.

Pieces of Margot’s past come to light in the opening chapters as she reflects on the loss of her former best friend, Eliza. While the two argued near the end of Eliza’s life, Margot comments, “I guess that’s the thing about grief, loss: it changes everything, not just you” (30). This grief intersects with Margot’s fascination with Lucy, who reminds her of Eliza, and the pattern of their relationship matches the friendship Margot had with Eliza. As with Eliza, Margot feels that she can “follow her anywhere” and notices a physical connection in that Lucy’s necklace is like one Eliza wore (42). It’s unclear whether Margot’s fascination with Lucy derives from grief and a desire to replace Eliza in her life or if the similarities between Lucy and Eliza are real, marking a mystery in the narrative that the text masks through the alternating sequences of “Before” and “After,” which assure readers that the picture will gradually focus, revealing the nature of Margot’s grief and her connection to Lucy. In the “After” sections, Margot, Sloane, and Nicole lie to Detective Frank about Lucy, implying that later in the novel, the murder of Levi Butler, Lucy’s connection to Eliza, and the dangerous relationships among the friends will become disastrous.

The introduction of the Kappa Nu fraternity, led by Trevor, introduces the theme of The Unique Challenges Facing Young Women: The presence of the fraternity men, especially in light of pledges and the potential for hazing, implies the potential for sexual violence. As Trevor introduces the women to the fraternity members, he tells the pledges that the women will be their neighbors, prompting Margot to think, “The way he says it makes me flinch, like we’re two slabs of meat being dangled in front of a pack of animals” (55). The consumption implicit in Margot’s comparison refers directly to the threat of sexual violence. Levi becomes implicated in this threat as Trevor discovers his prior connection with Margot, hinting that Levi and Margot may have had sex. Margot thinks, “The insinuation makes me nauseous and I swallow it down” (62), highlighting both how she’s affected by both the need to maintain composure to sustain social relationships and anxiety about the threat of sexual violence. This threat, combined with Margot’s reflections on Eliza’s death and former relationship with Levi, imply that Levi may have assaulted Eliza, though the text keeps this information unclear to create another element of mystery.

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