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Content Warning: This section mentions undiagnosed mental illnesses and past child neglect.
Emma is a protagonist and narrator of the novel; her last name is omitted to protect the climactic plot twist where she learns that Daniel Grant from Part of Your World (2022) is her biological brother. Emma is a 28-year-old travel nurse. She loves to garden and always wanted a cat but moves too often to sustain either interest. Like her mother, Amber, Emma isn’t “really good at sitting still” (88). Her aversion to staying put and settling down is due to her traumatic childhood. Her mother neglected and eventually abandoned her, after which she cycled through unstable foster homes before finally settling with her best friend Maddy and Maddy’s two moms. Emma is seen by the few people who know her as “a woman who could leave a place and never look back. She kept her life reduced to two suitcases because she didn’t get sentimental about anything” (236). Her childhood stuffed unicorn, Stuffie, serves as a token of her childhood innocence and represents the last time she was able to make sentimental connections to anyone or anything.
Emma believes her gift of “extreme empathy paired with detachment” makes her a great nurse but eventually realizes it keeps her distant from others (189). She metaphorically refers to this emotional distance as The Island, a psychological place that has only ever held herself, her mother, and later on, Maddy. Because of this limited space Emma reserves for loved ones in her life, she struggles with falling in love with people or places. While it is exciting when Justin is the first man to ever make her blush and consider settling down, it also terrifies Emma. She believes she loves “the traveling, the money, being spontaneous and always having a new destination to look forward to” (189). However, as her character arc develops, Emma will soon realize this avoidance of attachment is actually a coping mechanism for the trauma—later diagnosed as complex PTSD—she falsely believes she has long since overcome.
Emma’s philosophy in life is to “Always Choose Empathy,” but this aids in her inability to draw boundaries between herself and her mother. As Maddy often tells her, Emma is “too nice” and should try “being pissed off for a change” (29). Another key change Emma’s character will undergo is the realization that empathy and boundaries are not mutually exclusive. By exercising clear-cut boundaries with Amber and cutting her out of her life while still feeling empathy and love for her, Emma is able to find true happiness and conquer her flighty tendencies to commit to a single location and a life with Justin.
Amber Grant is Emma’s mother with whom she has a complicated relationship. Amber is chaotic and selfish, rarely contacts Emma outside of asking for money or favors, can’t keep a stable job, and hops from relationship to relationship. Amber’s ability to always keep moving and make impulsive decisions influences Emma’s coping mechanisms in adulthood.
While Emma is aware that Amber grew up in Minnesota, her life before Emma’s birth is shrouded in mystery. Her irresponsibility and impulsivity lead Emma to believe Amber had a rough childhood, and Amber’s insistence that Emma has no family outside herself only strengthens this hypothesis. Emma says multiple times that Amber “had been a single parent at eighteen with no family, no money, no support” (29). It’s not until later in the novel that Emma realizes Amber has been lying to her all this time. Amber comes from a large, rich, loving family but intentionally keeps this knowledge hidden from Emma.
While Maddy hates her, Emma views Amber through rose-colored glasses. Pairing closely with the rose imagery that is closely associated with Amber’s character, Emma romanticizes her childhood memories with her mother and has never let go of her foolish hope that her mother will someday love and care for her in the way she always should have. Emma prefers not to acknowledge her worst memories of her mother, but rather the moments Amber was at her best, where “you could meet her and walk away thinking you’d been in the presence of a Muse or angel. This witty, enchanting woman who made you feel interesting and special” (29). Despite having positive feelings toward her mother on the surface, Emma worries about Amber constantly. When Amber is gone, Emma worries about her well-being and safety. When Amber is present, Emma is on guard against the chaos that always ensues.
While Emma has an avoidant attachment style in relationships brought on by childhood trauma and neglect, Amber exemplifies a more immersive attachment style. As exemplified in her relationship with Neil, Amber becomes so invested in her relationship that it becomes all that matters to her. Amber also craves male validation and molds herself into whatever type of woman will please the man she’s interested in. This is only temporary because the technique isn’t sustainable, and it doesn’t address the underlying problems affecting Amber’s character. The brief mention that Amber cycles through manic and depressive episodes hints at a mood disorder, but the narrative’s decision not to include a diagnosis in the narrative heightens the authenticity of real-life portrayal. The fact that Emma learns to forgive and love her mother while also maintaining boundaries to keep herself safe from her furthers the theme of Destigmatizing Mental Health by showing that though actions and behaviors can cause harm, people with mental illnesses are still worthy of love and empathy.
Maddy is Emma’s best friend, foster sister, and fellow travel nurse. Aside from Amber, Maddy is the only other person Emma has a long-term, stable relationship with. As much as Maddy wishes Emma considered her moms as real parents, it was uncomfortable for Emma, who has always believed that no matter what Amber has done, that title will forever be hers. While Maddy and Emma are inseparable in many ways, they differ in their perceptions of Amber. While Emma practices empathy toward her mother, which results in a detrimental lack of boundaries, Maddy feels “furious on [Emma’s] behalf” (29). Maddy’s open hatred toward Amber is exhausting for Emma, who feels as though she must constantly remind Maddy that Amber isn’t as villainous as she seems. On Maddy’s side, while she admires Emma’s empathy, she worries about her lack of boundaries, which allows Amber to repeatedly hurt her and pile on the unresolved trauma that Emma still unwittingly deals with.
Maddy is dedicated to helping Emma live a productive life full of loved ones, adventure, and contentment. She acts as a mentor to Emma. This mentor role fits Maddy’s character as her dialogue is rife with lessons Emma will later learn and truths that Emma isn’t even aware she’s avoiding. Among these lessons and truths are Maddy’s assertion that “If [Justin] wanted to he would […] Also, if Amber wanted to, she would too” (173). Maddy juxtaposes Justin’s selfless love with Amber’s selfish disregard for Emma. While Emma isn’t receptive to the statement at that moment, Emma circles back to it later when her mother proves how deep her disregard for Emma goes, admitting that “Maddy had been right all along. She’d always seen Amber of what she was: someone who destroyed everyone and everything in her path” (353).
Maddy is a great friend to Emma—persistent, permanent, compassionate, selfless—but she frustrates Emma in many ways, namely her dedication to challenging Emma’s more problematic behaviors. Maddy is “obsessed with the idea of [Emma] being obsessed with someone” (171). While this annoys Emma, who claims to be content about her short-term flings and eventual bail-outs, Maddy tends to be right nearly always. Maddy becomes an influential player in furthering Emma’s relationship with Justin by subtly pushing Emma’s usual boundaries an inch at a time without going too far. Maddy’s persistence is also a testament to her ability to remain on Emma’s metaphorical island for so long when no one but Amber has achieved the feat. By the end of the novel, after months of therapy, Emma has healed enough to “say, with [her] whole heart, that [she] loved Maddy. She was one of the great loves of [Emma’s] life. And the thought that [she] would have given that up because of what Amber made [her] was a cautionary tale that [she] would never let [her]self forget” (377). Maddy’s years of persistence and dedication to Emma pay off in the final chapters, and Maddy is finally given the freedom to let go of her fears of Emma abandoning her in times of crisis. This newfound freedom from worry also allows Maddy to pursue a relationship with Doug, a friend of Emma’s half-brother, Daniel.
Justin’s family consists of his mother, Christine, and siblings Alex, Sarah, and Chelsea. The Dahl family becomes Emma’s found family throughout the novel, even as she goes out of her way to avoid connecting with them. Though 48-year-old Christine is rarely depicted directly throughout the novel, her role is significant in the narrative. Christine has a bachelor’s degree in accounting and was the CFO of a company before getting caught for embezzlement and sentenced to six years in prison. She’s described as funny, hardworking, and an avid bookworm who “reads any book she can get her hands on and she remembers everything she reads, even years later” (112). Similar to Amber, Christine had her eldest child, Justin, at a young age. Despite her impending absence from her children’s lives, Christine is positioned as a much better mother than Amber ever was to Emma. No matter the circumstance, she goes above and beyond to show up for her children. Christine’s character proves why choosing empathy is important. If Justin hadn’t chosen empathy over his own anger, he would never have discovered that his mother had struggles beyond what she ever shared with her children. His relationship with his mother would have been strained for the next six years and potentially for life.
Fifteen-year-old Alex is the second eldest Dahl sibling. His primary goal is learning to drive throughout the novel. His golden retriever energy is soothing to Emma and provides emotional relief for his siblings throughout the rough transitional period after their mother’s imprisonment. The third eldest sibling, Sarah, is a 12-year-old middle schooler with a passion for dancing who is “at the hating-everything stage” of adolescence (148). Her sadness and anger at her father’s death and mother’s absence prompts her hateful attitude toward her family and others, but Emma navigates it with ease. Emma describes Sarah as “hard on people” because she doesn’t easily forgive and forget (383). The youngest sibling, Chelsea, is four and beginning preschool. In a way, Chelsea’s inability to understand her mother’s sudden disappearance and articulate her yearning afterward is reminiscent of the feelings Emma struggled with in childhood after Amber’s abandonment. Chelsea’s reaction to her new reality appeals to Emma’s empathy and is an influential factor in her desire to give Chelsea a stable home and solid mother figure in Christine’s absence.
Sarah’s Snapchats to Emma, the comfort Chelsea finds in Emma’s company, and Alex’s constant optimism make Emma feel appreciated. She eventually comes to enjoy being a part of the Dahl family. Becoming a parental figure to Justin’s siblings allows Emma to be “the kind of adult [she]’d needed once” and make a positive difference in their lives (337). It is their unwavering love and steadfastness that convince Emma to settle down permanently.
By Abby Jimenez