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43 pages 1 hour read

Rebecca Serle

In Five Years

Fiction | Novel | Adult | Published in 2020

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Chapters 31-35Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Chapter 31 Summary

Bella hasn’t spoken to Dannie for two weeks. Dannie is giving her space, but it is very difficult and painful. Wedding planning has proceeded, with invitations sent out and flowers and catering decided upon. Dannie goes to a bridal salon and buys the first dress she tries on. As she leaves, Aaron calls to tell her that the latest results are not good and that Bella wants her there.

Chapter 32 Summary

Bella tells Dannie that they have to deal with their relationship before they talk about her sickness. Aaron proposed to Bella the night before and told her that she’s his soulmate and he is fated to be with her regardless of what happens with the cancer. Bella tells Dannie that she, too, is capable of this kind of love but that Bella doesn’t think she has it.

Chapter 33 Summary

It is late November. Bella undergoes a more invasive form of chemotherapy while Dannie keeps planning the upcoming wedding. Aldridge tells Dannie that the California clients have taken her questions to heart and decided not to go public. They’ve also hired the firm as in-house counsel and want Dannie to head the team. This is the step Dannie needs to take to make junior partner. She calls David to tell him the news, and he is supportive but brief. Dannie makes them dinner reservations for that night.

Chapter 34 Summary

Dannie thinks about the origins of her relationship with David. She went to the birthday party of Adam, a guy she liked, and David was there as another of Adam’s friends. They had an enjoyable conversation, but Dannie was still only interested in Adam until his efforts to set up Dannie and David made it clear he did not reciprocate. She went out with David because there was no reason not to, and then it was easy to continue the relationship.

At the restaurant, Dannie tells David she wants to postpone the wedding again so that Bella will be able to attend. David asks her seriously if she actually wants to get married and says that sometimes he isn’t sure she does. Dannie says to forget about the postponement; they’ll proceed with what is already planned.

Chapter 35 Summary

David confronts Dannie a week later about whether she really wants to get married. He tells her that he knows she doesn’t love him the way he loves her. She protests at first but then apologizes because it’s true. He tells her to leave, so she goes to Bella’s, where Bella holds and comforts her.

Chapters 31-35 Analysis

As Bella’s health declines and the wedding approaches, the novel’s sense of time begins to warp. Some chapters have gaps of weeks between them, some only hours. Bella becomes visibly sicker, wasting away in concert with the little time they have left. Bella’s own awareness of her limited time urges her to tell Dannie some hard truths she’s been hoping Dannie would figure out on her own; there is no more time for that, though, so Bella has to speak frankly to her.

This section also revisits the harm that Dannie’s need to control everything can have on the people in her life. Dannie has already recognized the effects it’s had on Bella, in that she feels Dannie treats her as a child and refuses to accept Bella’s right to make her own choices. When David confronts Dannie, we can see that her delaying the wedding for five years has made him feel rejected, held at arm’s length, and not truly loved. The stability they gave each other has ultimately cost them many years of finding the type of whole, passionate love that Bella and Aaron have. The only thing that is going well for Dannie is work, which is interesting because the work is described as so taxing and difficult and time-consuming that it may have made sense for her to be unsettled there, too. Instead, Dannie thrives in what she’s previously described as an “impossible” environment. She has always loved the specificity and clarity of the law, but the unsettling of the rest of her life is allowing her to get in touch with insights and instincts that are based less on facts and more on the people around her.

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